Monday, May 28, 2012

3shg w bo7 - part 10



I stood in the middle of the gallery glancing quickly from one corner to the other; I wanted to make sure everything was in place and looking perfect. I rubbed my palms together taking in a deep breath trying to calm myself down; it’s our first exhibition of local artists and A LOT of media have been invited. My eyes glanced towards Marwah and Layla who were briefing the waiters; I tried my best to distract myself and calm my racing heart. I walked into my office to make sure my lipstick is in place, and change into my heels. The real reason was, I wanted to check my blackberry for any messages from Sami. It has been 3 weeks of pure bliss; it felt like I was hovering over ground. Floating in mid air! I had no messages from him, so I decided il send him something.



-PING!!!-

-PING!!!-

-PING!!!-


Sam: you know I hate pings!

Miso: are you coming?

Sam: how many times do you have to remind me, yes I am sweetheart..im coming!

Miso: good, come early please.

Sam: are you okay?

Miso: yes..why?

Sam: your acting weird

Miso: im nervous..media remember!

Sam: youll be fine! Let me finish changing..

Miso: look good! Youll meet my parents!

Sam: when have a ever disappointed you fashionwise?

Miso: never, bes im just saying

Sam: go drink water, you are losing it!

Miso: okay. Yala. Bye!

Sam: loool..love you my crazy girl!


I smiled at my phone and sighed loudly, a sigh of love and affection. My brain could not comprehend how much love I had for him nor how fast things developed between us. I sat on my chair and pulled out my louboutin pumps from their bag under my desk. I slipped my Gina slippers off, placing them neatly under the table and wore my heels.  I stood up smoothing my dress down, and walked to the bathroom to fix my makeup.


Marwah: “Misooooooooooooooooo kamalti?”


Hams: “yes, im fixing my makeup now”


Marwah: “I need lipstick”


Hams: “my bag”


Marwah: “thaaaaaaaank you! Yalla! Get ready its 7 soon”


Hams: “shutup! Im already freaked out!”


Marwah: “loooooooool! Relax woman!”


I inhaled deeply and ignored her, making my way towards the bathroom. Pushing the door open, I closed it behind me and stood with my back to the wall. i took another couple of deep breaths to calm my nerves and made my way to the sink. i stood at the mirror staring at the reflection in front of me; giving myself a mental pep talk ! I quickly shock my head, pulled out my make up back to refresh my lipstick.  I decided to apply more bronzer and another coat of mascara; fluffed my hair before taking another long breath and a good look at myself before I leave. As I pulled the door open, I heard familiar voices from the main gallery. I smiled automatically as I recognized who it was and headed toward the voices.


Mariam: “here is the star!”


Hams: “ay star ya mama, intu el stars!”


Latifa: “Hams the gallery rocks walla, I love the layout..mashkora wayed!”


Hams: “glad you liked it..inshallah everyone enjoys their night”


Saeed: “walla wayed 7lo el mkan..wayed ‘3eir 3an sboo3 eli 6af”


Hams: “hehehehehee..inshallah good ‘3eir?”


Saeed: “la el7amdillah more than good”


Hams: “7amdillah, do you have any last minute changes..adjustments..you wanna change anything?”


Mariam: “la sweety..kilshay okay”


Latifa: “same on my side”


Saeed: “ana ba3ad”


Hams: “Rashid and Meera wein?”


Latifa: “the twins are on their way”


Hams: “good..im glad you guys are early..taboon tshrebon shay?”


Mariam: “naaaah were cool..hams..my grandparents are coming..is it possible to have some chairs in the main gallery”


Hams: “min 3yoni..el7een il inform the caterers”


Mariam: “mashkoora love!! Im so excited!!”


Hams: “ana im scared”


Latifa: “HA?! Sh7aga scared”


Hams: “madri im freaked out..hopefully once everyone is here il calm down”


Mariam: “don’t worry all will be beyond perfect”


Hams: “inshallah”


The gallery’s door opened and a delivery man walked in carrying the biggest hand bouquet; I smiled at how beautiful it was and walked toward the back area to inform the caterers to place chairs in the main gallery. I assumed the bouquet is for one of the artists but soon Layla walked in behind me carrying it, smiling widely at me.


Layla: “yaaaaaaaaaa 3ami yet.hanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa”


Hams: “heheheee..ee walla mashallah beautiful bouquet..neyaaaaaaaaaalooo!”


Layla: “asdek neyaleeeeek heheheheheee”


Hams: “ha?!!”


Layla: “shuuu haaa..min 2al ha seme3 mtl mat2olu..”


Hams: “lameeen el bouquet?”


Layla: “la 2elek ya 7ilwe..meein ‘3ayr el ward yestahel ward”


Hams: “ohhh you guys got me flowers??”


Layla: “manu mina e7na..min 7ada taaaaaaani…”


Hams: “someone sent ME flowers?!!”


Layla: “eee..lakan..shu eshbek ma9doma”


Hams: “fe card?”


Layla: “6ab3an fee card..”


Hams: “ashoof”


Layla: “looooool..ana badi efham lashu masdooomeeh??!”


I ignored her comment and pulled the white envelop placed in the center of the bouquet; I carefully opened it glancing at Layla who looked at me lovingly. I grinned widely as my eyes darted between the words, overwhelmed.


- I know how stressed you have been, and I know how nervous you must be today but always know im proud of you no matter what the outcome of tonight is. I’m positive it’s a success! Love you always and forever, Sami - 


“did you love them?”


I quickly turned towards the voice and smiled widely at him. He looked as handsome as ever in a navy blue blazer, white shirt and jeans. I took quick steps towards him and hugged him tightly. I couldn’t express how thankful I was for him, for everything but mainly his support.


“thank you”


“wlaw..kam baby girl 3ndi??”


“w7da”


“w ma5tha el 3gl wl galb”


“7abebe”


I pulled away and he looked at me from head to toe admiring me; I couldn’t help but blush and look away. He chuckled lightly as he grabbed my hand dragging me towards the main gallery, but before we walked away he turned to Layla.



“7e6i 3al reception desk Layla please”


“mu teeeeeeeekram 3einak int wyaha”


“haha..teslameen layla”


We walked towards the gallery, but I let go before I walked in not wanting to set suspicions. He chuckled placing his hand behind my back ushering me into the main gallery. I was blown off by how busy the place got in so little time, some of my cousins have arrive, my parents, my grandparents and the artists families.


Mama: “Hamsi..el makan yjanen”


Hams: “thank you mama..when did you arrive? mashftkm”


Mama: “tawna..your dad was late!”


Baba: “I wasn’t..kan 3ndi telephone 5ala9ta o jeet”


Mama: “eee eee…so proud of you mama”


Baba: “mashallah 3aleech 7abebti..fa5oren feech dayman”


Hams: “thaaaaaaaaaank you”


I hugged and kissed both of them, and took them around introducing them to the artists. I could see the pride in their eyes everytime someone complimented them for raising me the way they did. Mama was beyond happy and proud for everything that was said about me. I smiled warmly as I watched how they interacted with everyone, but my eyes were longing for someone else. I secretly glanced his way whenever I managed, and everytime my eyes caught his. He would wink every now and then; and I look away shyly.


Sami’s perspective:


It was the first time I actually see her with her parents; I assumed she looked like her mother but it was actually weird. She looked like both her parents, which was unusual. I watched her quietly as I stood among our friends; they spoke but I watched. She walked around the gallery introducing her parents to different people, smiling widely. You couldn’t help but smile when she smile; her smile immediately lightened up anyone’s face. When she told me shes very close to her parents, I didn’t understand how close until today. Something about seeing them made me realize how much I wanted to be a part of that.


Hanan: “Sami!”


Sami: “huh?!”


Hanan: “we are talking to you!”


Sami: “oh sorry..what were you saying?”


Hanan: “ba3aaaaaaaaaaad!?! Weeein balak?”


Sami: “lool sorry sera7t b shay”


Hanan: “ya 3aaaaami eli ma5eth 3aqlek yet.hanaba”


Sami: “haha..yet.hana min kan ykoon”


I couldn’t help but smile as her face popped in my head, and I turned my face towards were she was but she was gone. My eyes darted all over the place to look for her, until I found her in the far corner tapping at a microphone she held. I chuckled quietly knowing what’s coming next; I heard her speech a thousand times in the past week as she rehearsed it over and over again for me. We all heard the shreek of the speakers, and everyone turned towards Hams who was standing with a crunched face.

Hams: “ana asfa! Sorry..Im sorry...oh..okay..That wasn’t part of my speech!”


The crowd giggled at her comment and I smiled warmly winking at her. She smiled back at me, taking a deep breath in to calm her nerves. I mouthed “good luck..you can do it” for her and she blinked three times at me.


“Im sorry to speak in English, but a lot of our guests are non Arabic speakers. First, I would like to welcome you all to our first local artists exhibition..Your support and presence is much appreciated by all of us..Especially me..It has been a dream of mine to encourage young emerging artists..especially local ones..and supporting their journey by publicly exhibiting their work..I would like this opportunity to announce our new project Qafela..Qafela means a number of people or animals that follow each other throughout a similar path..and that’s exactly what the exhibitions are going to be about..this is the first exhibition of a number of exhibitions that will introduce new emerging artists in expressive art media..we will touch on the different media types used by the new artists..like you see today..we have four different forms of expression..we have dimensional art..photography..abstract art and two medium art…I don’t want to say much about this project as I want you all to self discover it but before I end my speech I would like to take this opportunity to thank my parents for all their support and their ongoing strong confidence in my capabilities..I wouldn’t of have done it with you..Mariam, Latifa, Saeed, Rashid & Meera…thank you for gambling on a project that has never seen light..we have done it! Finally, I would love to thank my partner and staff for all the hard work they’ve put into making this dream a reality..once again thank you all for coming and I hope you have a great evening”

Everyone clapped for her, especially me; I grinned with pride as I watched her walk towards her family. Hanan and Noor were discussing Hams’s speech and I was getting ready to say something my blackberry buzzed. I pulled out my blackberry from my pocket to see a BBM notification.


Miso: I couldn’t publically thank you, but the biggest thank you goes to you for supporting me at the hardest time. I wouldn’t of have managed to do it without you :* come over I want to introduce you to my parents.


I looked up from my phone and turned towards her, only to notice her motioning for me to come. I gave her a scolding look to tell her off, but she insisted and I know how stubborn she gets. I excused myself and I walked towards her; she held my gaze until I reached them and stood 3 feets away from her.


“mar7aba”


All three of them turned towards me smilingly; Hams was grinning ear to ear. Her mother gave me a warm motherly smile that showed she knew about me. Her father smiled politely waiting to know who I was. you couldnt help to notice more or less they all have the same smile! I didn’t want to meet them at such a situation but when Hams decides nothing or no one can tell her off.


Hams: “Mama..Baba…meet Sami Al-X”


Um Hams: “hala feek sami..tsharafna”


I extended my hand towards her mother and she took it while smiling warmly. I then shock her father’s hand which was already extended towards me. I shock it firmly yet politly and I got an appreciative welcoming smile in return.


Ubo Hams: “tsharafna ya wildi”


Sami: “el sharaf lee 3ami”


Um Hams: “3asak mstanes?”


Sami: “el7amdillah …mabrook 3aleekm naja7 Hams..5eir marabetu”


Um Hams: “teslam”


Ubo Hams: “teslam ya sami..inshallah allah ywafeg el jamee3”


Sami: “ameeen”


Just as I completed my sentence a photographer stood infront of us asking us to pose for a picture, as much as I hated my picture to be taken as much as I didn’t mind it this time. I stood by her father and we leaned in smiling warmly at the photographer.


Photographer: “PERFECT!”


Hams: “thank you tariq”


Tariq: “walaw hams..beautiful picture..allah y5aleekn la ba3d..lab2een!”


Hams: “ha?!!”


I chuckled at her reaction, shes so innocent at times she doesn’t get what people hint at. I decided not to say anything and wait for the photographer to shock her.


Tariq: “ manun ahlek o hayda zawjek?”


Hams: “haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!”
  

At this point both her parents and I were giggling loudly at her reaction; she turned towards us looking dumbfounded by the question that was asked. Her cheeks were a bright red and her eyes wide open with surprise.


Sami: “la mani b zojha..”


Tariq: “ah! Kteeeer asif..pardon”


He walked away feeling the embarrassment he caused her; I glanced towards her wanting to give her a hug but held myself at her parents presence. Her father’s mobile rang and he walked away from us to take the call. my eyes followed her father until he stopped then i turned towards her mother and her. Her mother side hugged her and was giggling warmly at the incident.


Um hams: “shfeeech 5alaa9”


Hams: “mama fashla walla with baba there!!”


Um hams: “magal shay..he just foresaw the future!!”


Hams: “maaaaaaaaaaaaamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!”


Um hams: “shakooooo mama..arent you two serious?!”


Just as I was about to reply, we heard..


“hatha huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu?!”


I glanced towards Hams to see a look of death, anger and shock on her face!

Sunday, May 20, 2012

3shg w bo7 - part 9

Hello there! 

sorry for the delay in the post, but I was at a writer's pretzel ! 7amdillah I solved it now :)

I wish everyone good luck in their final grades, and id like to congratulate graduates of class 12!! you guys did it !! whether High School or University !!

regular posts will role from now one inshallah, iv more or less written most of the story. 


hugs, love, and kisses..


Zuzzy;**


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I sat nervously in my chair staring at the door, waiting for him to show up. Figuring out this man was the closest thing to insanity, I called him to tell him I needed to talk to him and all I got was a sure. I glanced at my watch again and up at the door; and still nothing. Sighing loudly I grabbed my phone; only to notice a blackberry notification.


- Did he arrive? Are you okay?-


I sighed even deeper at how caring and loving Sami is. Two weeks have passed since Sami and I started talking. Dating. Falling. Loving. Living. Living was the right description for it all; for the first time in my life I felt alive. Full of life. Full of energy. Full of love. I typed at my blackberry to reply to him, but soon was interrupted by the voice I dreaded so much.


“Hey Hamoos”


I looked up at him impassively waiting for him to sit down; which he did so fast and there he was staring at me in the face. I quietly took a deep breath preparing myself for the speech I was going to say but little did I know he had a speech of his own.


“ana ashoof ena engadem el 3rs”


“na3am?!”


“ee leish nan6er..mafi da3i ena nan6er”


“leish el 3ajala?”


“5ala9 mala da3i nan6er”


I stared blankly at this emotionless, cold, unaffectionate creature infront of me. We were not even engaged and he wants to pull in the wedding? What wedding? I went from anxious to furious in under five seconds.


“you realize were not even engaged”


“ee adri..ana ashoof kil hal shakleyat malha da3i”


“shlon malha da3i??”


“ya3ne namlich 3ala 6ool..make it official”


“based on what?”


“based on what I see is right…”


“I don’t even know you”


“what is there to know..im your average normal guy”


“Yousef”


“yeah”


“do you love me?? That’s why you cant wait”


“love you?”


“yes?”


“I don’t believe in love”


“NA3AM?!”


“yeah..love has no meaning in my world”


“so why are you getting married?”


“because its something that has to be done”


“bes?”


“more or less”


“so let me get this straight..you don’t love me..nor believe in love..but your settling down because it HAS to be done?!”


“yeah”


I stared at him with wide eyes; I wanted to slap myself before I slap him. I couldn’t believe how inconsiderate or unemotional someone can be. I pushed the seat from under me and stood tall on my feet over him. He stared at me with wondering eyes, slouching coldly in his seat.


“Hamooos..Sit”


“NO! and you listen to me clear now..awal shi..I HATE HAMOOS..cross that..I DESPISE HAMOOS!!!..thani shi..what kind of human being are you? What kind of screwed up head do you have up there? Your getting married for the sake of it being the thing to do? What kind of demented thinking logic do you have? Thalithan..shayefni 9anam? 6awla? Kersi? ANA ENSANA! 3ndi masha3er..you have been nothing but cold and an asshole to me ever since you approached my family..you don’t care..never did and never will..you’re in this for the dumbest reason and above all you want to not wait? Why would you think il agree to your request? Min 7ubi el zayed lk..wla leni mayta a9eer zojtak?? If im going to make a decision about us..it sure will be not rushing things!”


“you don’t love me?”


By this point I wanted to slap him hard to wake him up from the daze he was in. he stared at me with puppy eyes, which honestly on a grown man is the silliest thing you might ever see.


“are you crazy?”


“im serious?”


“you want me to love you?”


“yeah..why not?”


“yousef..whats my favorite color?”


“pink”


“no”


“yellow?”


“no!”


“green!?”


“NO!!”


“BLUE!!”


“NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!”


“what is it?”


“my favorite food”


“lebaneese”


“no”


“Indian?”


“no”


“JUNK!”


“HELL NO!”


“then what is it?”


“my favorite car”


“G55 like mine”


“no”


“Porsche?”


“no”


“range rover”


“no”


“then what is it?”


“do you get where im going?”


“no”


“UGH! YOUSEF ITS OVER..5ALA9..I CANT..IM ENDING THINGS..WERE DONE”


“just because I don’t know your favorite color, food or car your ending this?”


“no..because you simply don’t know me.. nor made an effort or thought into knowing who your going to marry..I cant do this..5ala9..”


I grabbed my bag and turned to leave the coffee shop only to freeze in place by a bomb he blurted out.


“your loss!”


I turned towards him despising every moment I thought I should give him a chance or every second I doubted my gut feelings. I stared at how unaffected he looked by everything that was just said, he sat comfortably in his seat not giving a pence for my feelings or state.


“la yousef..its your loss..I was dumb enough to actually wait all this time..Inshallah you find someone that would actually love you for the ass you are..bye!”


“yeah..okay..watever”


I walked away hurt and mad; hurt by my kindness and mad at my innocence. I pulled out my phone to call mama, only to notice the 12 miss calls from Sami. I called him immediately.


“alo”


“inti b5eir?”


“sami weinek?”


“bil maktab”


“how can I get there”


“feeki shay?”


“give me directions please”


“okay get into your car first”


“okay”


I walked with heavy steps towards my car and opened the driver’s door sliding myself in. I hated the feeling of disappointment, feeling betrayed, feeling let down by someone that you expected to spend your life with.


“hams”


“sniff..sniff”


“are you crying?”


“no”


“don’t lie”


I pushed my gear into reverse and drove with tears streaming down my cheeks; tears of relief that im no longer linked to a man like him.


“HAMS”


“hala”


“are you crying”


“Im fine..wein maktabak”


“inti wein ?”


I gave him directions to my location, and he gave me directions from there. He realized I was not in a state to be left alone, so he kept the line to make sure I got to him in one piece.


“5ala9 its over..your no longer linked to him”


“adri”


“7abebti stop crying”


“*sigh*”


“wein w9alti”


“next to the petrol station”


“okay”


“fe a7ad bil maktab”


“no baby its just me”


“okay”


“makla?”


“la mabi”


“okay get here and well see”


“okay”


I had no energy to neither argue nor comment; the whole ordeal drained my energy.  It felt like a nightmare to me, an ugly disturbing one.


“I think im here”


“are you  in a black range rover?”


“yeah..can you see me?”


“yeah..yala im coming”


“la en6r..il”


He closed the line before I could complete the sentence! I waited in my car staring at the building’s main entrance waiting for him to show up. Within 2 minutes, he was walking towards my car with a warm smile on his face. He opened the driver’s door and engulfed me into the warmest bear hug. I smiled for his gesture, for the safety I felt in his arms, for the love I felt in his hug.


“smile my sunshine”


I smiled for being in his arms, for being with him, and above it all I smiled for him. He pulled away and reached to unbuckle my seatbelt.


“yala..get out..I want a proper hug”


“hehehehee..3eib fe nas”


“you think I care..I want the whole world to know your mine”


“I do Sami”


“okay okay..yala turn the engine off and lets go up”


He waited for me to turn my car off, and I leaned towards the passenger seat to grab my handbag. He helped me out, grabbed my keys and closed the door behind me. His hand found its way to mine, and he slipped his fingers into mine. We walked side by side towards the building, with me now floating on cloud nine.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

New Bloggers Alert!!! Lady M & Princess R

9aba7km el 5eeeir wl baraka on this fine Thursday morning!

The arab bloggers scene has been quiet for the past couple of years, and once you find a creative talented writer its like you unveiled a jewel in a hay stack! I came to discover two sweet, loving, and creative girls by sheer coincidence. I honestly cant remember how, but once I visited their blog..I was hooked! they have a distinct, fresh and very creative approach to their stories. Once captured, your addicted to their writing style.

They remind me of the writing style that was on blogger years ago; where you cant wait for a blogger to post so you can relive the story. They give you a taste of fantasy and reality, and transport you to a world created by their talented style. Based in Dubai, the city I love so very much <3 I would like to share Lady M & Princess R creativity with you!


http://fromdubaiwithlovex.blogspot.com/


visit their blog, and you would never be disappointed!


Love,
Zuzzy;**

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

3shg w bo7 - part 8 * SUPER LONG! with dedication*



Hello!


The post is dedicated to Queen Bee and Essie - Sami's biggest fans and fan club presidents!! its a super long post so enjoy reading it ;)


Starting next posts, I will be including Sami's perspective into the story..So youll know both sides !


Comment please please pretty please! 


xoxo 

Zuzzy


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“are you sure?”



“about?”



“your decision?”



“ee leish?”



“I need to know if your sure”



He agitated me even more with his questioning and doubting manner; I was never as sure as I am now. I knew it wasn’t going to be easy, and ill receive objection but something inside assured me its right. I was leaping into the unknown; the objection wasn’t going to be because he isn’t appropriate but because it happened too soon. Too fast. I can picture mama objecting already!



“never was as sure”



“good”



“are you sure?”



“hmmm”



“whats the hmm for?”



“as sure as the sun when it comes out every day”



“huh?”



“shaklich mayenfa3 m3ach romanciya! Esh huh hathi?!”



“maaaaaaaaaaaaaa fehamt”



“fine fine..have you ever witnessed a day with no sunrise?”



“it wouldnt be called day if the sun didn’t come up!”



“exactly..im sure of my feelings as the sun is sure to come out every day”



“..”



“are you always this cold?”



“WHAT?!”



I jolted up in bed at his question, how can he call me cold? Is he out of his mind? Im not cold! Am i? but im not! Im shy! Does it come out as cold? My brain was rushing between all these questions. This wasn’t looking like a normal ride. More like a rollercoaster ride.



“im being super cheesy here..whenever I say something romantic or nice..but all I get is a dead line that I pull the phone away to make sure your still on the line!”



“IM NOT COLD!!!”



“you sure act like it!!”



“im shy..fe farg”



“yala ya anesa faylasofa..explain the thin line between cold and shy”



“okay! Shy is when you feel shy..um..eh..cold is when you act...COLD!!”



“ahlan!”



“what?!”



“laaaa mashallah 3aleech..diktora bil falsafa el man6eqeya!”



“SAMI!”



“3yona”



“don’t make fun of me”



“im not”



“you are”



“esh gilt ana?! Maglt shay!”



“int gilt eshra7i o ana shera7t”



“eeee mashallah el shar7..wa9alti el ma3loma o zyada mashalah 3aleech..mthl eli fasar el ma2 bil ma2”



“Heeeeeeey!!!!!!!”



He started chuckling and I hated myself for what I got myself into! Talking to him was a piece of cake, it came naturally to me. We weren’t strangers, more like an old couple chatting casually before bed.



“Hams”



“hala”



“wein sera7ti?”



“afaker”



“fi?”



“what happened”



“you mean us?”



“yeah..us”



“weird and confusing?”



“majorly”



“like you’ve known me all your life and met again after fatrat ‘3eyab?”



“bil ‘6abt”



“I felt it the minute I saw you”



“bes el farg you followed your feelings, I didn’t until 2day”



“shoofi hams, fear is a normal feeling but whats more important is for you to follow your true feelings”



“yeah”



“shouldn’t you be sleeping”



“I cant sleep”



“why not?”



“madri mujayli noom”



“you wanna talk?”



“if your sleepy basaker..I can watch a movie or something”



“im at the office”



“Its 12:14 AM!!”



“work has no time sweety”



“rule 1 – I hate sweety..sounds like tweety and Im scared of that yellow feather ball creature!!”



“LOOOOL! noted!”



“you’re a workaholic”



“yup”



“like me”



“no trust me, I’m much worse!!”



“can I ask you?”



“about?”



“you?”



“oh..tabeen t3erefen 3ani?”



“yeah”



“ask away”



“how old exactly are you?”



“Loool! Leish ya3nee awal su2al 3umri? Shayfatni shayeb mathalan?”



“la..bes 7aba a3rf”



“how old do you think I am?”



“is this a trick question?”



“la I want to know how old you think I am”



“I refrain from answering”



“la walla!”



“yes!! A5af agool 3mr o tetnarfaz eni kabartak..yala goool”



“mani gayel!”



“Sami please”



“sigh”



“whats wrong?”



“I love when you say my name”



“hehehee..sami??”



“nawya 3alay?!”



“laa bes at2akad!”



“teasing ya hams?”



“lat’3ayer el mawtho3..your age”



“ya 6ewelat el 3mr…im…”



“ee”



“12 days old!”



“ha?!”



“looooooooool! Confusing much?”



“la 9dg mafehmt..how are you 12 days old?”



“well let me explain..ygolich el 3shag laman y3shgoon 3ala u9ool..mu 3shg el ayam hathi..y3tbr nafsa nwelad min awal youm 3eshag feeha..o ana ya hams..nweladt min youm shofich..fa ana 3mri 12 youm !”



“are you serious?”



“eni 3eshagtich wla eni ibn 12 youm?!”



“both!!”



“*chuckles*! Walla..hatha el ‘6aher”



“la seriously..kam 3mrak?”



“age is but a number my love”



“are you THAT old? You wont tell me??”



“what difference does it make?”



“no difference bes 7aba a3rf”



“lo kint a9’3ar kan 7aseti nafs el e7sas?”



“madri”



“la tedren”



“ugh..sami..madri walla..kam 3mrak”



“tedren you’re the cutest when your cornered”



“SAMI!”



“labeeh”



“jaweb su2ali”



“7a’6er mawlati”



“stop the flirting”



“mawlati?”



“beeeees!!”



“loooooooool”



“the answer please!”



“you nag too much”



“adri..jaweb please”



“im thirty..”



“three zero?”



“la three shay”



“which is?”



“above 5”



“so your over 35”



“and under zero”



“shhal l’3z eli mala 7al! shloon ya3nee above 5 and below zero?”



“im thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirtyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..”



“six?”



“no”



“nine?”



“NOOO!!!”



“eight?”



“shayfatni 3ajooz?!!”



“seven?!”



“yes”



“your old!”



“mashkoora yal baby inti”



“la seriously”



“looool..are you dumping me?”



“shako?”



“im old!”



“I didn’t mean it THAT way!”



“leish fe other way?!”



“stop teasing me”



“I cant”



“please”



“I simply cant”



“its annoying”



“I love it”



“its not nice”



“I enjoy it”



“I don’t”



“Hams”



“3yonha”



“esh?”



“you heard”



“repeat it please”



“Sami talk”



“3edeha please”



“your stubborn”



“please”



“3yonha..yala talk”



“okay el7en il talk”



“heheheheheheheheheheheheheeeee *giggles* “



“leish teth7eken?”



“hehehehehehehehee”



“whats so funny?!”



We were both giggling/chuckling hysterically at this moment, I personally couldn’t stop laughing and he was chuckling at my giggles. I couldn’t explain how happy I was, I guess the only expression to use is cloud nine.



“oh..my..heheheheee..Sami..were cheesy!”



“el7een kl hal th7k lena were cheesy?”



“heehe..ah..yes!”



“lets be all the cheesy we can be as long as e7na mtfahmen”



“hehehhee…eeeeeh..yes yes..oh my god ba6ni”



“you have a cute giggle”



“loool..i do?”



“yup..or maybe its just me”



“im sure its you”



“your sure haaaa?”



“eeee..looool..who but you will find me funny”



“true!”



“hehehehehee..your fun”



“eeeeeeeeeesh?? Min sa3a I was old..now im fun??”



“looool..old but fun”



“akalem bint ebteda2i ana?!?”



“laaaa kindergarten !”



“LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!”



“you should stop chuckling and head home”



“btnameen?”



“la bes its late and you should be home”



“7a’6er el7en a6la3”



“sha6er”



“see im not SOO old!”



“ee ashoof..tesma3 el kalam..I should buy you a chocolate”



“dark please”



“yeah don’t worry..i know OLD people like dark chocolate!”



“loool..amza7..Im a milk chocolate person”



“7amdillah!! Something in common!”



“yup!”



“Sami”



“labeeeh”



As he ended his word, a explosion of fluttering butterflies went off in my stomach. It tickled the inside of my stomach and radiated through a smile. He knew what to say and when; above all he knew what to say to me.



“umm..tell me about you”



“let me get to the car and Ill tell you whatever you want”



“okay”



I waited on the line as he packed up to leave; the silence made me drift off in thought about the whole conversation and how happy I was. I don’t think I was ever this happy with someone other than my family, and certainly no one managed to make me feel warm and joyful like he did. I heard the door being locked, and I smiled warmly waiting for him to say something.



“yala”



“shinu?”



“fe’6etlich”



“loool..kel hal swalif o mu fatheli?”



“you know what I mean *chuckles* esh tabeen t3refen?”



“madri..everything lool”



“how about we both tell each other”



“shlon?”



“youll see”



“okay”



“yala”



“okaaaaaaaaay?!”



“loool..zein ask”



“oh ana as2al”



“eee”



“hmmmm..how many siblings you have?”



“6 boys 2 girls”



“okay”



“esh okay? La ya baba..you answer aswell !”



“loool..ma3endi siblings and I told you that already”



“adri adri *chuckles* but im teasing you”



“loool okay”



“whats your favorite color?”



“black”



“how boring! blue”



“typical boy!! Hmmmm..whats your…favorite…mmmm…food!”



“pizza or sushi”



“lol mine too”



“okay..your favorite sport”



“riding”



“mine too”



“are you copying me?!”



“laaa walla..il send you proof”



“okay..favorite car”



“my car”



“landrover defender”



“mit2akda akalem hams?”



“loool ee!! Bes I love that car..day or night”



“night”



“for me its day”



“beach or pool”



“beach akeed”



“me too”



“city or coast”



“coast”



“I love beach holidays too”



“good to know..yala..blackberry or iphone”



“bb! Cant live without it”



“neither..i hate instant messaging”



“bes you dm me”



“lenich ‘3eir”



“lol okay..brunette or blonde”



“testahbelen ma3a hal su2al?”



“jaweb!”



“brunette akeed!”



“6amantni”



“fil 5edma..yala..sea or sky?”



“method of travel?”



“yeah”



“sky..I get sea sick”



“I don’t mind both”



“hmmmm..relationship or arranged marriage?”



“hatha su2al?? akeed relationship..lo kan noo3i arranged kan minzman mtzawej”



“looooool..mu shar6”



“ela shar6”



“mmmm..id say both for me”



“lalala..eish both..pick one you cant have both”



“you’re a tough cookie”



“t3alamna min 7athratekm..yala jawbi”



“relationship..but I wasn’t looking for one”



“you don’t look for it..it comes to you”



“true”



“yala my turn…visual or written?”



“both but I prefer written”



“me too..Ill pick a book over a movie any day”



“yeah me too..yala..yala..my turn!!”



“loool..hams shaklich ma betnamen el Leila”



“leish maleet mini?”



“lo atim 6ool el 3mr akalmich ma amil..lakin warach dawam..lazim tnamen”



“im not sleepy”



“don’t lie”



“seriously..im not”



“I can feel your falling asleep from your voice..your drowsy”



“but im enjoying this”



“we have a lifetime 7abebti”



“sami”



“7ayata”



“you think well work out?”



“I know it”



“im scared”



“its normal”



“our families?”



“they’ll understand”



“are you sure?”



“il make sure they do..yala off to bed princess”



“loool..you sound like dad now”



“you are a princess”



“w9alt el beit?”



“yup..min 5 minutes..waiting for you to sleep 3ashan I get out of the car”



“what time is it?”



“2:43”



“WOW! Its late!! We spoke for nearly 3 hours”



“yeah..yala close your eyes”



“closed”



“tucked in?”



“yup”



“t9b7een 3ala alf 5eir my princess”



“wnta min ahla”



“yala sakri 3ashan anzel el beit”



“good night”



“good night 7abebti”



“bye”



“bye ya 3umri”



I closed the line and dropped my arm with the fone to my side, smiling warmly as I closed my eyes. Sweet dreams is what ill be having tonight; my heart has finally sailed to its dock !